Saturday, September 1, 2007

the valentine doctrine

just leave it behind
like every other time
its easy to drop the good but not the bad
remembering every wrong thing said
dont bother searching i'm already dead
kind enough to give me the aenesthetics
just enough to numb what was left of my feelings
and now i'm drifting away
nothing left to say turn away leave it like this leave it like this
burning like the fire, you set inside my heart
bringing back desire like washed out 80's pop
and i hope these words echo through your mind
for all time
i'm my own murderer
file that in your damn report
and this is best thing i've ever felt
to be so free and able to believe
that god aint the one calling the shots
i'm leading my life just the way i want to
now there's sumthing to argue about
i see everything in slow motion
but i cant slow down the time i have with you
its slipping away and i have no control
drench me in your sweetened words
like this is fantasy and not reality
call me apprehensive because i'm afraid of commitment
i call it smart and protective
we live our lives in parallel lines
destined to never instersect
but still you are the words in my song
and i'm hung upside down by a turtle's tail for you
but still you cant accept

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