....at last this all comes to a screeching hault

i guess it just takes time
to be able to feel your way out of everything
(because this consists of reading words from right to left)
saving my best for the oncoming end
time and time again it comes and goes in an endless flow
your breathing shallows just like my expectations
i'll just keep screaming until my throat caves in
do you think you can save it this time?

this is as real as i've felt in a while
(just throw in the towel)
these faulty words fill my ears to the brim
feelings dont mean anything
when you get as deep as this

this abstract moment hangs forever and ever
(like hearts beating faster waiting to explode)
i'll just keep praying for this tension to unravel
from inside i know that this could easily be the end
but i'll keep fighting for her
because she's all that i have left

i guess this is as good as it gets
cuz i dont feel any better
and things should have picked up by now........