a sense of looking forward

its been more than i can handle
but less than what i'm used to
as the days pass by, i get lost in those eyes
just when i forgot what it was to feel so real
and when you smile its like heaven's all around me
and every moment without you is spent thinking about you
all i really want to do is leave the past all behind
because i'm loving the present and looking forward to the future
for the first time in a long time the weight is coming off of my shoulders
its that moment of panic when i see you
oh how i'm so lucky just to be acknowledged by you
my stomach turns around and my heart begins to quicken
i cant speak my words because they are so tightly wrapped around you
i lose all sense of direction when you are lying in my arms
the smiles dont stop coming as you make your cute faces
i cant stand it when we're in two different places
because i still feel your hand on my neck
and your chest against mine
your soft breathing on my shoulder makes me want to stop time
and linger here forever
you've pulled me out of the shallows
and into the deep end
please believe me when i say i'm gonna break those old habits
i've been searching for you
and you've been waiting for me
i'm so sorry i was so ignorant from the beginning
but now we're here and i can finally say that i'm happy
yea i can finally say that i'm happy