Thursday, January 24, 2008

through tree tops

lets just pack our bags tonight
I'm never going to look back
with or without you my dear
i feel like the time has come for us to disappear
leave behind all those worries for the worriers to occupy
their time with
we'll jump the gap together
and if you ever feel scared just know my hand
will always be here for you to hold if you ever doubt me

with or without you i've made up my mind
that God is blind to these modern times
but hopefully we'll find a way back home
because its lonely when there's no place to call home
i'm so tired of searching for myself
i've only begun to understand my reflection
if only i had two lives to live
i'd spend one finding me
and the other just lying with you
oh how i'd love to just lay there with you

and here it goes, the end it weaves
such sullen moods through the trees
as the breeze hits my face
i feel your sweet grace
as the void begins to grow

Saturday, January 19, 2008

destiny...

this is destiny.
not a map scribbled down on paper
but a plan, engraved in my hands and mind
a piece of life set aside for me to stumble upon eventually
or be thrown in my face
destiny.
its my destiny to make this girl happy
to change the lives of everyone
to be the spark in the dark, that sets your candle aflame
to create emotions with words and music
to compose melodies with my fingers
and inspiration with my pen
this is not god given, but earned
not easily assertained but strived for til the breaking point
"soon we will all see as one,
and we will all cry out as one,
desperately seeking the same salvation,
praying to the same God, believing
under the stars this all seems so hopeful"
this is me,
this is what i choose to be
not what i am told
this is me taking life instead of death
filling the void with what i am most afraid of
taking the leap into the water, begging for the shore
to go down fighting would be glorious
but to rise victorious, would be so much more
nothing can take what i say from me
this is my plan engraved in my chest
and no one, not a man, not a god, nothing
can take this away, it is my heart
pushing hope through me with every beat
this is becoming everything i've ever dreamed about
with no regrets
this... this is destiny