wurd

taking caution with what has to be said here
i bury my head in my arms
and hope that by some strange magic, i'll dissappear
these words they stain like a dye
changing appearance under this night sky
holding close and never wanting to release
my fears will eat us from the inside out
its nights like these when i wish i knew
the answers to everything
like why fathers abandon their sons,
and why death is so easily attainable
i'll scream out for solace into the stars.
watching these cars drive by, the scenery melts into a portrait
of what i wish could be reality
these two lines run parallel,
destined to never intersect
just like my hopes and my actuality
please take me home, please take me home
not to the one i know, its just a concept of a home
but hollow on the inside as to hold
the only things i've ever known
as i'm clutching for dear life
onto his picture, i cant help but wonder
why i care so much for this abandoner
take me home, i'll be the son you've always wished for
please take me home, a place that i'll never know.

i bury my head in my arms
with a burden resting on my tongue
these words, i must speak them with caution
before i become lost in them.
liberate me, liberate me
from this crutch i have lived on
he doesnt need me, and i dont need him
but i do need some sort of confidence
to proclaim myself with
as i enter this new stage of life,
hand in hand with a love
stronger than ever before
i'll tear down this wall that i have worked so hard to put up