dreams in mirrors

close your eyes
this world will only get darker
drift to sleep
dream of life staring at itself
invert all you know
leave all these dreadful worries behind

that man had courage
as he was struck down
standing before the armies
of doubt
that oppressed him
that oppressed his beliefs
this is not the end
but only the beginning of something
much more terrifying
hiding behind those masks
we call faces, lies a conscience
toss it aside or embrace what we see
to be reality in the cross fires
of scandalous lust

discard your morals
embrace your turmoils
falling behind the lines
we retreat to a home
which we will find to be gone
as we search for our true meanings
what is this to become
what am i really?
this is ours for the taking

taken to a brighter place for
just a moment
we see all that we fight for
its beautiful

piece yourself together
for the dawn is approaching
we will bask in the light
and broach the art of defeat

i believe
this is all make believe
all my love is only a dream

looking in the mirror
amazed by what i see
i say you'll always be the best part of me
because i'm just so damn pretty
and if you dont think so
fuk you.
i used to have long beautiful hair
but i cut it off
because all those other boys
just wanted to be like me
they just wanted to be pretty
and if you think i'm being full of my self
thats impossible
cuz i'm not capable of putting myself inside of myself
what the fuk is wrong with you
dont you know basic anatomy?
i'm just so pretty
i could stand here all day
and yes i'm a bit pudgy
but that doesnt make me less pretty
in fact i think i have the best figure
in the world.
cuz i'm so god damn pretty.
yes.

today i went to the park
just to walk around
and ponder
whats going on in my life and
thats when i found
the most beautiful girl
i had ever seen
sitting down reading a worn out copy
of hustler magazine
maybe she just likes
the articles inside
or could it possibly be
that i'm looking at a dyke

are you a lesbian?
cuz if you are
i've got a camera
and a hot cousin
so lets hop in my car
are you a lesbian?
dont be ashamed
we'll throw a vid up on youtube
and see what people have to say