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A pale blue light burns my eyes,
The numbers still slowly counting down.
I am crying.
Gasping for breath.
Groping frantically for your body
But instead,
I find sheets cold
With my sweat.
It seems that only seconds ago,
I was striking the ground
Cursing a God who takes away
All we love.
A playground bully,
And there is no teacher to save us.
You were here, and now
Gone, so forever my puzzle shall remain incomplete,
Faded and cracked as your picture
Is in my thoughts.
I sit and find my senses in the pale blue light,
And you lay sleeping, miles away.
Unaware you had just died.